SAYANG ... :(

da lama tak update dekat blog ni kan, haaa , rasenye tak tahu apa yang nak di update.. nampak macam tengah happy jea kan bile tengok pic dekat atas tu , memang happy pun , but , lately.. dia banyak buat I kecewa dengan sikap dia . actually I tengah sedih ni , so sad . I think i've made mistake bcause get back to the person that I love before this ? entah lah, I terase macam dia akan main-mainkan perasaan I semula macam sebelum ni . I takut sangat bile perkare macam tu akan terjadi balik , sakit hati yang tak terhingga , I selalu mengharapkan yang dia akan setia dengan I , takkan buat I menangis or sedih , but apa yang I hope is not come true . as long as he dont care about our relay . I dont know what he want, actually . dia tak pernah nak bagitahu what his prob , maybe kawan2 dia more important than me, that's why laa dia buat I ni macam tak pernah wujud dalam hidup dia. sometimes I  terasa cam dia cari I bile perlu jea.. anyone can help me ? .. I dont want to think negative about him . I try to trust my instinct.. im just scare, if one day only regret that I get from him and it can affecting whole of my life like spirit of life, enjoyable thing and more else. so what must I do ?? let him go or just stay with him ?